Hmm, confess confess confess.
Okay Andrew, I confess that you completely changed my life course. Sometimes I shudder to think where I would be if I hadn’t have left Justin. I wanted kids when I was 24, 25. That is two years from now! Egad! There is no way I’m having kids that early. I mean, don’t get me wrong. I still want kids. But jeez, I wanted FIVE. FIVE KIDS. Five!! LOL. Oh my gosh. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I still want three. A nice, average three. And now I want them when I’m 28…29…30? Late. I want to enjoy my youth, experience the most I can out of life, before I’m ready to start raising children. I just think having children changes a person, and I’m not ready to give up my life yet. Someday I will be, but I don’t foresee it happening any time soon.
I also wanted to be a teacher. I’d probably be graduating in a few months, in May. I’d most definitely be student teaching. Which is crayyyzay to think of! If I hadn’t of quit Auntie Anne’s because we were dating and started working at WeeGrow, then I would never know how much infants/toddlers/preschoolers mean to me over elementary age students. Working in daycare has changed my life so much. It is so much more fulfilling than rolling pretzels ever was, and much more fulfilling than I believe working in a public school would have been. My kids have always been a bright point in my life. Even now, at the CDC, my infants just brighten up my day. They are some of my favorite people. I spend more time with them then I do most of my friends!! I’m so blessed to be a part of their lives :)
I just really do think it’s so crazy how much I changed as a person. How much YOU changed me. I mean, don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t all you Andrew, but you were the turning point. You started it all. If I hadn’t have fallen in love with you, my life would have taken a completely different path in my life. You changed my entire life for the better, with your love and with everything else. So that’s what I confess.
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